so im sitting here at brendon oconners house and everyone around me is messed up.... Not me though im being responsable because i have school and gym in the morning.
So these boys and one girl drank absent..... Illegal in america? i do believe it is...... so i was supposed to goto a party but i didnt plans fell through.... as usual so now im sitting here listening to A perfect Circle watching Greg play X box...... Im glad im with him, but it would be better in another situation...maybe not messed up and talking to me.
So my life has become long days and late nights..... That is my new life motto cause thats exactly what my life is i enjoy it but it makes me tired.
I get my pay checlk on thursday...and i still wont have any money
52 to the rents for phone bill
41 to the bank for overdraft fees
And thats my pay check becuase i work at sonic drive in hahahaha im lame
I want to go to California really bad..... if only i had the money but i dont. i miss my beloved Lindsay and its not fair.
So its off to italy this time next year :) i dont think i could be any happier about that. thats been like a dream since i was in like 3rd grade.
well i think im done writing in my journal fairwell | 
